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happy bday huda (:

2010-06-09T05:12:00.002+08:00

Firstly . Happy Birthday Nurul Huda ... huhu ! this the only picture i have wid euu that i can find in my folder . haha . its quite an old pic anyways ... Hope u have a blast on ur day :D syg kamu hor !

ok up next . i havent been updating my blog due to laziness and out of topic to talk about . but recently many things happened .. be it a sad one or the happy ones .. i've pull thru it .. :D

Will be having my off day 2mrw . rara is not online and i dont know how to contact her already . -.-"

lala's planning to celebrate sister's bday , but then again , dont noe how , dont know what .. ? lol ! :x

werk has been a fun plus farked up sometimes . fun becuz the people werking around me but farked up becuz of the company ... -.-"

im sick . my throat iched , my nose has flu n i cant stop coughing ... it sucks ! n since i'll be having my off day tomorrow , i wanna see him .. can i ? :)

happy mothers day

2010-05-09T04:21:00.002+08:00

its mother's day today .

"Firstly . Happy mothers day mama (: i may not haf gifts to give u like others to their mum . but i only have my love that i can give u . no others can replace u as my mother . thinking of what i did to make u hurt or thinking of what sometimes u said to me make me hurt too , i still love u mum . u're someone special since im a baby till im all grown up now . thanks for taking good care of me . thanks for showing me love . i LOVE you mama and nothing can change that . HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA . "

ok enuff said . FUH , im teared up right now ... let me cool down ... *chill* *cool*.....

ok... its 430am ,and like always its like still early for me to go to bed . have been going bed very very late ... dont know why i cant sleep ... Work was okayy i guess .. but surely being a full time in sales line is irritating .. a lot of things cannot do.. urghh ~

i miss my HBS frends . can i join back ? plss .. give me just this last chance ... sob2 .

fine shall end my post now . till then . cheerios ! (:

im lovin' it

2010-04-11T02:31:00.003+08:00

time check - 230am

*look at the time* its sunday at last , my off day. fuh ~ BUT i have to wake up at 8am tomorrow . -.-" dont know why they plan so early2 .. but then again am looking forward for tomorrow's outing wid them . shuld be fun afterall . first heading to sentosa and then to town and then chill dont know where . haha ! and now thinking what to where tomorrow . haha ~ have been thinking and asking juliah what to where tmrw . LOL !

anways , got my hair done wid lil sis just now before werk . it took freaking 5 hours to finish it. n was late for work just now . but overall , SATISFIED . hees . had rebornding again but this time plus colouring too . huhu ! im lovin' it . and sis got her hair reborned too .. :D

i just had to stop typing for now . blank suddenly my mind . shall update again next time n go get some sleep oreadyy . i haf to ! haha ! k k people . xoxo :D

zzz

2010-04-09T03:57:00.004+08:00

am trying to get back to my habit of wanting to update my blog regularly :)

im smiling wide right now becuz my darlink rara has sent me the justin bieber song . huhu ! been looking for it for dont know how long . HUHU ! =D

anyways , work was okay just now . had to give a call at office tommorow morning and see whether i can come down or not . n then planned to meet rara at cck lot 1 . huhu ~ cant wait to see her . mayb can do a lil bit of shopping n lunch there and then off to werk from there . shall confirm wid u again 2mrw morning babe ;)

will be having my off on this sunday . having many plans that day . i'll try to organise it nicely ok people . :) anws , cant wait on the 10th after werk . * winkz at Shasha n Aidil * :D

i so wanna dye my hair n also go rebornding treatment my hair too ... i shall find a day . a accompany wanted.. anyone ? hees ~

ok , shall end my entry for now . will update again soon enuff . :)

tc ! muax ..

2010-04-05T03:15:00.002+08:00

And at last my internet connection is back . haha ~ padahal its just one day that i didnt get to surf the net and that was yesterday . ^.^

ok , im back to blogging again . and this time i dont know what to blog about . oh yes , mum is still in hosp .. got to visit her the other day . shes still in pain . but i heard shes gonna be discharge this coming tuesday . hope she recovers fast enuff so she can start coooking for us again . lols !

-end- ^.^"

new layout

2010-03-26T07:16:00.005+08:00

ok . its 7:15am and im still awake . my eyes are still wide open . i cant sleep . so i decided to change my blog skin. yup , just in time for a new change i guess . its been so long i havent been changing it . and so i actually haf lots of links that i've linked , but i decided to cut it short , i've linked people whos been on my mind right now and its updating their links to me . the rest who i have not link and wants me to link , tag me ok . sorry .

im having a very bad flu right now , its killing my nose . omg ! urgh ! its so hard for me to breathe tru my nose sia . i feel like im gonnna be sick very soon ... im working later in the evening like usual at 530pm .. and at last im having my off day tomorrow . i took off day tmrw becuz i actually haf a chalet to attend to , but im not sure yet whether im going or not .. i just feel like resting at home ..

my mum had her leg surgery yesterday morning . n i heard shes coming back home todae morning .. huhu ! everything must haf went well i guess ...

i have nothing much to update oready . shall try to update more often ok people. hees !

cheers!

bored

2010-03-23T02:59:00.004+08:00

ok . its been some time i last posted an entry here . ( malas laa actually ) haha ! dont know what to update about .

anyways , its 3am in the morning , and i still cant sleep .. got use to sleep very very late these few days ...

its been a non stop working days for me .. this month only 2 times i got my off . =D but still happy wid it , i chose it that way . haha ! sit home also very boring . :)

so had the ally-eir outing last week , every thing went out well , lots of laugher and stuffs . went karaoke at cuppage and then to eat at east coast and then lastly to haji lane for a seesha session and then after that i dont wish to go thru in details..hahaha . but end everything 7am in the morning .. pictures are up at lala's fb .. (: had fun gurls , love each n every one of u gurls . =D loves ! ( psst psst girls , next outing , night safari can ? plweash !! LOL ! )

i miss love . he said he'l be back here in sg 24th or 25th this month ? ntah laa , sigh ! but i know hes coming back really soon .. =D hearts love !

i guess thats all for me now . i shall end my post for now . ((: tc people! hugs!

cny cum valentine day

2010-02-16T01:45:00.003+08:00

hey people !

Firstly, Happy Valentines Day to all couples and Happy Chinese New Year to All Chinese ! =D

was busy making myself busy this whole week with work ... Love wasnt around wid me . but im happy he still wishes me on valentines day . its so hard for me to go thru without him around me everyday and not seeing him everyday , but i just had too .. the love for him hasnt changed a bit . ily love !

freekz have been working wid me these past few days , work was ok . fun but sometimes boring especially when we got nothing to do . so just now freekz plan that we should bring our nail polish to werk and put it there . so when we're bored , we could paint our nails like she did at werk just now . haha !

i miss quite a number of people right now .. havent been hanging oud for a long time . masing2 bz lar katakan ~ haha ~ i miss these girls . ( Rara , Winky , Winnie , Niz, Laladolly , Lilmissnana ) n ESPECIALLY Nur Diyana Bte Zainudin . YES! i MiSSED EUU GF !! )): Hugs!

will be working again tomorrow . was happy wid sales just now . huhu ! =D having a some sort of a CNY makan2 on 22nd feb ... ((:

12 more days to the bsb concert ! i cant wait . im sooo looking forward to it . hahah !

thats it for now . shall update again when i feel like updating .. haha ! cheers ! =D

-.-"

2010-02-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

hello hello ...

today off . bored ! so bored ! no plans . fiq asked me whether wanna hang out wid them todae at AP . still thiking ... 50 50 sia ... winky n rara dun wanna trun .. sebab jaoh . saded ! i criously dont noe what to update oreadii ...

oh yes , 20th feb the BH get together has been confirmed . bout the people who are maybe attending , up to korang laa kan , nk trun ke tak . what i noe the impt people are confirmed ! huhu ! looking forward to it ... =D

21 more days to bsb concert . really tk sabar laa kan .. ahahah !

missed !

2010-02-04T02:30:00.002+08:00

Oh yes ~ at last im updating my blog .. ((: Days pass by so fast ... Anws , my jaan went back to his country oready , Yupp2 , at first cant accept the fact he left me here , 24 hrs he was on mind n i teared up when thinking of him ... but right now , im okay . ((: tryin to accept it , at least he never fails to keep telling me he loves me each n every day ... *still waiting patiently for his return * *ily bishaw, i really do *

ok first up , got new job as a retail at nite safari . yerp2 , its been going one month oready , loving it .. ((: meeting big boss tmrw , first time laa seii .. scary .. haha ! oh yes , another frend of mine got the job there too same wit me .. Weeeee ~

n YES ! at last i got to meet Khamis ! *blueks An Boogs* hahah ! i miss that guy sia ~ ...met mis , fiq n freekz just now . we accompany freekz for a lil bit of shopping at cwp .. n then went cck to meet mis .. ((: ah yes , mis n fiq got the job at nite safari too .. huhu ! abes arh ! LOLS !

n i planned BH get together on 20th feb . hopefully all can make it .. miss the funs n moments guys n gurls .. ((:

i guess nothing much to update urh .. i shall end my post wit a pic of fiq n mis at the entrance of night safari . ( siak kan fiq ) lols !

=)

2010-01-01T22:07:00.002+08:00

happy new year people .

lets see what i did yesterday . hmmms ...

Yesterday plan was actually a last minute thingy . at first i dont wish to go out , i just wanna stay home n countdown on my own at home . BUT , suddenly at 7pm , my jaan text me and wanting me to come down his werkplace today becuz its his birthday ( yes people , i dont know my own jaan's bday ) LOLS ! i've always wanted to ask him , tap asyik lupa . n tiba2 he himself tell me . haha . n so i had to find a way to get down to his werkplace . i was farking broke laa siak .. gaji dapat next week . like wtf kan . grrr ! n then asked help from a friend . n yes indeed a friend of mine help me by sparing me cash for ezlink . haha . tu pun ok laa . as long as i get to see my jaan . didnt get anything for him yet , since last min. so decided to get him something next week then wen i see him again .

and so met syafiq under my blk arnd 9 plus and then met bem at bns . they are going to ct hall to wait for lina to finish werk , so i decided to take the train with them . took some pics with fiq' s camera and im still waiting for him to go online . haha .. n then my stop reach first . den it was their's ...
reach jaan's werkplace arnd 10 plus . mcm siang gitu .. but went in n sit . once i step in thru the door , there was a big smile on his face oready. hees ....

at then it reaches 12am , zack gave a shout out happy new year and then the cutting of cake for my jaan ... overall was ok uh . but i know he had fun . i can see =D

n then his werplace ends at 4am , thats wen we went our seperate place . cuz he has to wait for his transport to fetch him . n so met nana , lysa , wani n nas outside .. den met haiqal too . we walked to ct hall , n we found smtg . haha . dont wanna say it . n then went marina square n hang out . haha *winkz at the people who were there* ... chilled till 8 plus . n den we all seperated n took the cab back . n then zack asked whether nk breakfast tak . so we had our breakfast at mac at woodlands mart. hah . n then arnd 9 plus we head back home safely . =)

had fun that day eventho it wasnt a really planned out day .

and lastly to bishaw . happy birthday once again darls and i hearts you many2 jaan ... u're leaving me very very soon . but please remember to come back cuz i dont wanna miss u toooo much ... =) hugs !

happy new year 2010

2010-01-01T10:10:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year People !

Goodbye 2009 !

Say Hello to 2010 ! =D

Will update on new year eve soon .

take care people .

Hugs!

And and And ...

Happy Birthday Bishaw !! =D
ILOVEYOU ! IMISSYOU !

kel bday n date .

2009-12-29T20:27:00.007+08:00

hello people . its been some time i last update this blog of mine . many things happened these few days but i might just update part of it .

Lets talk about 27th dec . i'll cut it short and let the pictures do the talking instead ok .

Anws , it was kel's bday . We had a bday surprise for him . it was kel's gf n najib's idea . Nana decided to gather the old peeps from dome and surprise him in his place . but only some tt was once upon a time close to him . hah .. n so at first we were suppose to be at kel's place before 4pm n then last min changes nana told me that kel might be back early which is by 3pm . ape lagy kanchongg laa semua .. nana was oready stress cant get thru some . hah . BUT everything still went as planned n smooth exept for the 2nd surprise , thanks to najib for telling kel . urggh ! anws , cut short , we surprised kel at his place with cake n pizzas (n oh yah , kel got the same bday cake as mine on my bday . hehe ! ) n then second was going bowling at CDANS , n that was my first time playing bowling . haha ! thanks to nana for giving me smangat to actually play bowling . hah . and then thirdly the fun part was he was covered by egg n flour. thanks to yudy n farz for buying it . hehe . full story can go nana*feo blog n for videos and more photos on FB . ((: thanks nana , niz ,farz , yudy , najib , rome , ferus n samad for the day . hugs*

OK ! next on . for tt sumone . *Thanks . Thanks for the day . i just met you , n i oready missed you all over again . there was one point of time where suddenly i sat down n the past came over my mind again . i almost tear-ed up but i manage to control cuz i dont wish to teared up in front of you . i know i can be strong in facing all this . you were once a special person im my life , n eventho not animore , i still do care for you LOTS . sigh* i guess i betta stop right now before i start getting tears again . hah ! anws , I MISS YOU . =) *

new job. new friends

2009-12-02T01:10:00.003+08:00

it has been so long i last updated . and this time im updating it becuz someone ask me to .. *winkz at malina* hehes !

Anyways i haf been starting my new job recently. it has alreeady been 3 weeks plus plus i werked there ... met new friends ((: enjoyed my time werking there eventho its tiring . haha . anws , like always i havent got any idea what to update about each time i log in to my blogger . haha ...

i missed some people right now . i miss the 3 sisters . diyana , lala n tania .. ((: meet up soon okays ? i miss my parents ( still at haji ) ...<33

i miss keyboardguy , hopefully to see him tomorrow . <33

Anws these two people haf the same bday date which is 1st dec .. Happy Belated Birthday Mum and Zack ((: HUGS !

k i guess thats it for now ... anws, these are the two pics i took with these lovely ladies of mine at werk .

i hearts each n everyone of you . *winkz* see u gurls at werk ... ((: <33

sigh

2009-10-27T08:31:00.002+08:00

babi la . each time i come to this page where i can update my entry , my mind blank sia . but actually b4 that , i so want to update my blog ... urghh !

firstly good morning people .. im having a very hard time to sleep these days . each time im at home at night , i wuld be awake . cant sleep at all . i dunt know what am i thinking off or what am i worried off . sigh* eventho i tried to sleep i kept tossing n turning on my bed ..

i duuno whether am i having problems or not . but my mind n my heart always worries bout something or maybe sumone ? haiyah , tak tau lar ! urghhh ! cb cb cb !!! warghh !

today no plans yet but at night i feel like going out , cannot sit home lar . stress sia . we'll see how tonite urh ... anws, i miss him . yep , a whole lot .. ~

* mykeyboardguy , hum tumhe pyar karte hai , i really do * lovess ..

hes back . huhu !

2009-10-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

hello peole . i just feel like updating my blog right now .

my world right now is just surrounded with hindi songs .. i just cant stop resisting it . lols ~

whatever song that i know or dunno as long as its in hindi , its gonna be nice to me . haha ! weird kan , i know . padahal , i dont like hindustan songs last time . tak minat langsung seii . (SR pun pelik with me ) hahah !

and SUDDENLY yesterday nite i told zack i wanted to learn hindi AND he macam pantat go and tell Bisoho . (padahal i told him not to ) n so zack got a very very very nice pinch from me . haha ! (kalau bole semua benda lah yang aku bilang dia , dia nk bilang bisoho . thank eh zack, tak perlu tau.. ) ! -___-"

okay , tonite cannot go out . at first da planned with zack to go mb , BUT i forgot todae my lil brother is coming back from china ! huhu ! so later at 2 plus morning , gotta go airport fetch him wit family ... n speaking of airport , i missed eating at "popeye" ... lols ! but before airport , my mum plans to go expo ... for what i oso dunno ... -__-"

i guess thats it for now .

psst: december please dont come so soon , im still not ready to see him leave . *sigh*
i hearts him truckloads , mrkeyboardguy ~

bored .

2009-09-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

im bored . super bored ...

i miss my keyboard guy . but i still dont wanna go n see him . haha ! i wanna see till when i can actually not see him ... but december , pls dont come soon, im not ready to see him go away yet .. warghh ~

tonite seating home again i guess ... da dua hari da ni . padahal aru 2 hari . haha ! lil sister is out teaching tuition n will be back later around 10 or 11 i guess ...

this sunday jalan raya with fm peeps . dont know whether going or not . last minute confirmation ok ... mum asked me whether i wanna tag along go eat outside , but i malas to go lagpun lil sis blanja me makan oreadi before balik from civic ...

fadli is still at china . i miss him . yes i do for the first time . haha .. reasons becuz hes not arnd singapore . at least if hes in singapore , i dont mind even if im not at home .. hahah ! he'll be back oct 17th .. lama kan .. aku tahu . haha !

raya is super boring this year . only went out with family on the 2nd day of raya to only 3 house .. pathaetic sia .. never take pictures too ... bored la this year raya , tak semangat langsung ...

i guess thats it for now . nothing much to update . take care all ~

psst : imisskeyboardguy ~ *hearts*

birthday celebration

2009-09-14T11:33:00.005+08:00

hello all ! yesterday was my day which i grew a year older . yeah yeah . i turned 23 yesterday n i soooo love my celebration with my people around .. we celebrated it at a hindi pub which i've been goin to n of course for sure another reason becuz of someone there too ..

n so went there with khai , freekz , lina , eamon n coffee ... we went late n the rest was there oready .. reached there , n i was shocked n touched . haha ! a lighted birthday cake in the mid of the dancefloor n they started playing a birthday song non stop hit sia . haha ! my hand actually shiver when cutting the cake . haha ! i jus wanna make a big shout out thanks to people who actually made my bday celebration a very nice one ! thanks zack , ifah , wak , lala n Is and the MB clans n not to forget bisho*hearts* for the present .. i hearts all of uu ... n khai , coffee , freekz , eamon n lina , thanks for being there too ... syg korang many2 !

n to the rest who wished me thru sms or calls , thanks a whole lot too .. i appreciate it ! ((:

lovelove.

2009-09-07T10:23:00.002+08:00

just met him this morning and i already miss him .

sigh *

i hearts him a whole lot . really .

off

2009-09-04T15:55:00.003+08:00

taking off for a while from my blog . lols !
will be back ..

For the mean time ,

my friends are LOVED !

n not to forget . .:mrkeyboardguy:. *hearts*
Weeeeeeeeeee !

morning story ... =)

2009-08-13T08:07:00.002+08:00

ok. its 8.07am in the morning and i still cant sleep yet. a lot of things have been going thru my head. i've been feeling lots of things lately. thinking about the past who i've been with n who i've loved. *sigh

right now i just feel like going to a beach n just write one by one names that are still stuck in my mind n threw it into the sea. haiz..

can i just talk about 3 guys who r still running thru my head n mind these days..

first. OH GOSH! i just cant say their names here. can i just name them some letters..

first guy. A. i've been with hym for i cant remember how long but i was happy being with him eventho hes actually attached. yeah, he was that time. but i dunno why i n him got together. sigh. i loved him, yes i really do. and i still do cares for him till today. hes never forgotten cuzs he's the guy who i never regret being with eventho in the end he actually chose his gf then me ... i miss him so much,i really do...

second guy. B. got together with him recently bud its sad cuz our relationship didnt last long. it was only for a week? i think. i used to loved him, but i still haf a lil piece of his heart in me. i tried to forget him, i did... it werks. he doesnt appear in my mind animore bud sadly, i wasnt strong enuff. when i start seeing him again, my heart became weak. suddenly the past came. arghh shit! i hate it wen that happen n then again, i had to try to forget him again. bud dun worry, i kept reminding myself that he doesnt love me n will never love me animore.. only that could keep me awake.. but like what i say i still haf a little piece of his heart in me. over 100% it should be around 30%? i guess. sigh*

third guy. C. tryin to forget the 2 guys, then suddenly came C in my mind. yerp, hes the guy i was talking about i had crush on. [ n people its only a crush ok, not more, so dun presume im in love with this C ok ] n still people doesnt noe who becuz i dont wanna tell. im just gonna let people say names... hes just a frend of mine, but i miss him everyday. oh gosh! whats happening to me sia? think back i cant be lyking him. seriously! no! i cant!! but when i start thinking of him, i miss him. arghh fark! i just wish i culd just see him from far n tak tegur pun tkpe sia. haiyah!

i know. ramai kan lelaki that are still goin thru my mind... but what i know the three guys that i still think till today will NEVER i be with (animore).... lets just hope everything fade away faster okeh? ((:

ok. can i make a SHOUT OUT that i LOVE my friends.

* my Gurrlfrend: Diyana aka Coffeetoon.
* my ally-eir partner : Lilmissnana.
* my royalties: Nisak n Laladolly.
* my Bc-ians friends : Winnie, Winky, Kiko, Rara n Mistake.
* my Ex-Bc-ians (lol) friend: Apeez.
* the rest of Ex-"BH": Syafiq,Yan,Haiqal,Zack,Boi,Darul.

* N Of course aku sayang kau FARZANA. lols!

i guess thats it for now. update again sum other time.

now nk gy karaoke. gf ajak go karaoke. buang tebiat kan? i know! lols!

chiows! peace!

grrrr!

2009-08-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

hey hey!

i shall update a proper post. right now im at coffee's place. Yeah, we've talked again n became like last time. YAY! "thatsallineededrightnow".

right now waiting for coffee to come back from werk. she wanted to sent me home but mayb ask her drop by 846 dulu or something. yesterday was suppose to drop by 846 to hang out and in the end both of us slept. haha. sorry to people who were there yesterday.

i needed to find job as soon as possible. thrya ask me to go for an interview with her at killiney road tomorrow. the job sounds interesting. so wish me luck for it okeh...

my mind's blank right now, it totally blanked when i start posting an entry.. grrr ! nothing much to update urh. much plans on 9th aug. shidah's getting enggaged that day. a group of my frends ask me to join them for firewerks that day at esplande and another group of my friends ask me to join them for firewerks too.. damn! but i guess i'll be going for shidah's enggagement. insyallah... hmmms....

oklah, nothing much to update for now. update again some other time...

Weeeeeee~

end!

happy birthday

2009-08-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Suraya Bte Hamzah. hehes!

Wish Uu all the best on what u're going thru in future to come.

I love UU babey~ Weeeeeee ~

n not to forget

Happy Birthday Fanana~ =)

for guurlfrend

2009-07-17T18:36:00.006+08:00

A special post for gurrlfrend.

Uu said u dun want anione to make me cry, but u just did. hmmph ! grrr !

anws..gf... let me tell u this. honestly, u are still my bestest friend i still haf evenntho u see or know im hanging arnd wit new friends. ur status in me never change.

it hurts thinking on how we spent our time together last time,cuz we are not doing it animore now. i dont want this to happen, but i dont noe how suddenly we can drift apart.

i miss u, i miss hanging out wit u, i miss sleeping over ur house, i miss ur irritatingness, i miss how we made stupid jokes together n then laugh.

gurrlfrend, i hope we culd turn back times. i wish we culd do the same things we used to do now. i wanted to bt i myslf feels like i dont noe u animore. i dun noe how u feeling lately, i dunno when u worked or when is ur off day n all.. *sigh* people comes n ask me about u n i just dont know what to say n all.. cuz they knoe we are never seperated, we r always together. i just had to gave a smile n say u're fine at home n busy wit werk n stuffs.

i wanna be ur friend, i wanna be the special frend u had,i wanna be ur bestfriend, i wanna be ur younger sister that people always thought ( padahal im older actually, but people always think im her younger sister. ) :)

so, Nur Diyana Bte Zainudin,

PLEASE, take me back as ur friend. PLEASE make times like last time for both of us. IM ALWAYS HERE if u need anything or anyone or to go out...

i cant caryy on. its just sad... *sigh*

Im Sorry. :'(

quiz

2009-07-16T14:51:00.002+08:00

A quiz that my frend asked me to do. =) here it is...

1.Besides your lips,where is your fav spot to get kissed?

-Forehead

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?

-not morning already, its afternoon already urh. lols.

3.Who was the last person you took photo with?

-my sister

4.Would you consider yourself spoilt?

-spoilt? im not a food that can be spoilt.

5.Would you ever donate blood?

-NO ! ( not becuz im stingy wit my blood, but im scared sia )

6.Have you ever had a bestfriend of the opposite sex?

-close friend yes. BEstfriend, nope.. im happy wit my gurrlfrend i haf now. =)

7.Do you want someone dead?

-a lot gak. haha. but without them, its gonna be bored sometimes. lol

8.What does your last message says?

-im going online, see u online.

9.What are you thinking about right now?

-when is this quiz gonna end?

10.Do you wish someone to be with you now?

-my frends

11.What time did you go to bed last night?

-7 plus in the morning.

12.Where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?

-my mum bought it for me. not sure where.

13.Someone on your mind now?

-not sumone but something. i feel like going to lalaland again. haha

14.Who was the last person that texted you?

-chombie

15.Tag 8 random person to do this survey.

-Farzana

-Nurlynawati

-Winnie

-nana feo

-SR

-Lala

-missyirah

-Nisak

16.Who is number 2 having relationship with?

-zouk

17.Is number 3 a male or a female?

-Of course she is a female.

18.Say something about number 1.

-my frend. my bestfriend. my pillar of strength.my little sister. my everything. =)

2009-07-06T13:34:00.002+08:00

*sigh* i cannot upload fotos here. bosan ! dunno why tak kluar the pics.

anws, just a short updatee then...

anws last week went penin n suntec with lil sis. bought myself a bag,a slipper n a shoe.. lil sis bought herself a shirt at penin. haha.. den went down to "i also forget where i go n have my lunch at" ahah ! n then it was nite we went 7atenite at my niz's werkplace n chill.. ate at Sour Puss for dinner n went back to my frend's wrkplace n had some drinks.

den it was 11 plus, waited till niz finish werk n it was already 12am, my lil sis went home with her boyfie while me decided to join niz's friends for another drink at a frend pub. haha.. so head down together to chinatown. n enjoyed my nite there. =) niz's friends was fun to hang arnd with. irritating but funny. haha ! so chilled till arnd 3 plus n then all of us made our way back.

said our goodbyes n took a cab back sending one by one hum.. had fun ! thanks evryone especially niz for allowing me to tag along. weeeee~

The day b4 yesterdy head down to pasir ris park for a bbq but i n friends just went down to chill arnd wih them. and then arnd 1 plus we got bored so jamil ask whether we wanna go for bowling. n we agreed. but only got to play at arnd 3 plus am. haha.. cuz ramai orang.... but i didnt play cuz dunno how to play. haha.... sat n watched them play. funny moves .. hahah... took pictures but pictures nt wit me. i only got pic of me n mis je.. boring. ~ hahahahah ! nk upload but takleh.. lagii boring ~

n then we went back to the pit. sat n talk crapp... layankan jamil bobal till 7 plus in the morning. then the rest flat.. tinggal me,mis,jamil,tyhra,SR,fanana yg layankn dia bobal till morning. i closed my eyes halfway thru. hah. tk tau camne yg lain leh layankn jamil bobal non stop hits. haha. n so it was 9 plus in the morning. we decided to go back. lagpun boi had something on at 11am i think. hah. so me,mis,winnie,winky,boi n syafiq head back home together...

n todae. like always no plans. bored urghh ! klah .. thats it for now. update again some other time...

Weeeeeee~

zoo n kenduri in one day. =)

2009-06-21T14:49:00.011+08:00

A Day At The Zoo With Them. More Pictures taken but lazy to upload all. so i just upload a lil bit. weeeeee~ had fun!

LizMiyaKi's Kenduri

Me N SR ( at last i got to meet her. Weeeeee~ )

i miss u gurls

2009-06-09T16:44:00.004+08:00

i MISS the TWO sisters.

i MISS Nur Diyana Bte Zainudin.

i MISS Nur Bazilah Bte Zainudin.

i MISS the NON STOP hanging out NITES with THEM.

i MISS their IRRITATINGNESS n their BELO-NESS.

Can i Have Them Back? Plss. *Sigh*

Wargh !

p/s: Happy Birthday Kino !! =)

:(

2009-06-01T12:34:00.002+08:00

still pulling thru... glad im becoming strong to accept the fact.

deep down, u are still loved.. *sigh.

"biarpun pedih dugaan, relaku hadapi sayang..."

im letting u go.

2009-05-28T12:27:00.002+08:00

it ended ~

it hurt. it freaking hurt.
i think of u each n every second.
i sit n ask myself why do i love u this much.

sigh* :'( :'(

u'll still be my someone specal.
im still glad u're still my friend n is still there for me.

im not strong wen it comes to him... ='(
still trying very hard.

"thanks for giving me the chance to be part of u eventho it lasted for a while.
i hearts u still. take gud care my frend. =( "

weeeee~

2009-05-26T08:32:00.002+08:00

im currently using my house dekstop. my lappy is at cck. i miss my lappy oreadii. gonna go down to cck later to bring it back home. haha...

first up. im still awake at this hour because i havent got my sleep yet. cant sleep since just now arnd 3 plus in the morning after reaching home from hanging out with fiq n zack.. i dont know why i cant sleep these few days. a lot of things has been running thru my head. anws, was supposingly to teman zack to werk today n then just hangout with him at esplanade. but, i siap lambat. haha. so he went off first n might be meeting him there later... see how. haha...

firstly. to my "BH" friends.
Whatever that has happened, i NO LONGER need the word BH animore BUT i need UU people still ok....having BH around or NOT, uu people still means a WHOLE LOT to me.. i love each n everyone of uu..hugs! <3

to Him.
If u're reading this. i know this relationship is still new.. i may not get or feel the love from uu now but im glad im still a part of u. if u're uneasy of anything, im here. just tell me ok...
i hearts uu... <3

oh yes! yesterday nite wen i was at northplaza with my lil sis. a bangla followed me n my lil sis. scary shit ok. so i decided to call syafiq to northplaza. wen we sit, the bangla sit, wen we wake up, he wake up too n wen we cross the road he cross the road too sia..... wahlau! scary i tell u. haha. my lil sis was already starring at him n already membebel nosily to him. haha... den wen fiq reached, i n my lil sis cross road to fiq n the bangla followed. but the bangla decided to turn back n cross back wen he saw fiq with us.. haha... SYAFIQ saved our day sia! haha.... me n fiq send my lil sis first to my blk n then we headed to fushan to hang out. hah...

i guess thats it for now. update again soon if my mood for updating arrives. haha lol...

peace!

gaaaaah !

2009-05-20T01:02:00.002+08:00

UPDATE SOON! BUT NOT NOW! DUNNO WHAT TO UPDATE!

PEACE!

2009-05-11T08:04:00.002+08:00

hello people. i decided to update my blog at this time early in the morning.

Went Causeways point yesterday Nite with My 2 sibLings. ate at banquet n then went off to 846 to meet the rest. lepak-ed.. im having a bad sorethroat, flu, headache n fever. thanks to syafiq n zack they jangkit to me. haha lol.

anws, lepak-ed at 846 and then came the rest with khai... chilled till 3 plus morning n then they decided to go admiralty park to lepak, but i asked khai send me off home first cuz i cant take it animore., reached hum tried to get some sleep, got a 3 hours sleep, n then i woke up... my body was all hot n i cant sleep. having a bad headache. haiz. so decided to take medicines. n now its 8 plus i cant sleep back.

today no plans yet. feel like going down to cck n chilled. but i'll see how later tonite. i haf nothing much to update actually. i'll update again soon.. =)

"tak mungkin aku melafazkan
rahsia cintaku padamu
sedangkan aku pun tak tahu
rahsia di sebalik hatimu
aku tak memaksa dirimu
untuk menyintai diriku
andainya kau buka hatimu
akan ku sambut cintamu"

outing

2009-05-03T17:54:00.003+08:00

gonna update short n simple. [oh yes, winnie wasnt inside the pic cuz shes the photographer. hees]

yesterday a day out wit half of the BH members. Went to Marina Square to play bowling. n then at first decided to ton at clark quay but the wheather tak mengizinkn, so atlast we sat at marina square till haiqal comes. it was fun urh. laugh, cried. haha lol !

anws, zack, aku tk maksod tau nk ckp kat kau mcm gitu. i dont know why thoes werds came out from my mouth. im sorry. aku syg kaw ~

then it was 7am, all of us went back, took bus home.

today not sure whats the plan. we'll see..

so... old friends goes away from me n new friends comes. but old friends remains in my heart always. *sigh*

psst: i dont wish for this feelings to come. can i hate euu? *sigh*

BH family

2009-04-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

A newborn friendship. one LOVE. one HEART. i love them.

Burung Merbok, Burung Merpati, Burung Hantu Jiwa Sampai Mati... =)

i hEarts my fRIends...

2009-03-24T16:46:00.004+08:00

*gUrLs n GuYs iN ThE PicTuRes, THANks FoR UndErsTanDing mE n ToLeraTing WiTh mE thEsE pasT fEw daYs wE'Ve bEen hAngIng OuT toGethEr... TheRe ArE sOme Ups N DowNs beTwEen Us ReCentLy buT im gLad Im StiLL uR FriEnd N a SiSter ToO. iM aLwayS hEre If u NeEd mE okEhs. So, WInnIe, WinKy, RaRa, KiKo, MisTakE, ApEez, HaKiim, SyaFiq And DaRuL, PleaSe DonT sToP bEinG mY frIend Okeh... i HEarTs aLL oF Euu !!

*n To CoffEetoOn, WhaTevEr HaPPens, Im StiLL uR beStfriEnd n Im StiLL gonNA bE hErE foR eUu iF u nEeD mE okEh cuZ aKu saYang kAu mAny2...

*n To LiLmiSsNanA n ZoUk... ThE saMe goEs To U bOth.. n ZoUk, EvEntHo I JusT knOWn Euu, SumpAh, i FiNd u iRRitaTing. WakKak! buT fUn to Hang Out WiTh.. So mUsT be A VaRrryYyy GoOOoOod bOy oKeh. hAhHA~ tAkE goOd CaRe oF mY LiL swEetheArt's HearT iF nOT i ShaLL fiNd euu.. weeeeeeeeeee~ <3

*To My girlfriends, ALLY-EIR, i LOVE eUUu GuRLs aLot aLot.... HUGS !!

*AmiLemOn n IbLIsKidS, iTs nIce HanGiNg oUt wiTh u Two Too.. biLer nAk NyaNyi FuLL soNg foR naD niE? WaKAka !! <3

i GuesS tHats aLL foR nOw... wiLL uPdaTe AgAin soMe oTher TyMe ... weeeeeeeee~

PeaCe !!

2009-03-16T15:04:00.001+08:00

Can i Just Update N say this......

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, LIVERPOOL WON OVER MAN U!! HAHAHAHA!!!

:P

nite out with them .

2009-03-15T00:50:00.004+08:00

hey all. i decided update my blog this time which is 1 pus in the morning. cant sleep. i feel like its still arnd 8 plus to 9pm. haha. today did nothing much. just sat hum facing my lappy 24 hours. hah. was supposed to attend my frend's wedding at wdls cc today but cancelled. i mean not the wedding cancelled but i cancelled my plan today to attend it. haha. because at first my friend say everyone meet at wdls mrt at 5pm. n so at 4pm i msged my frend asking bout the meet up everything n she replied, "aku da gi da n now otw back".. wahhhhhhhh!! peng sia. aru plan nk gy. but she went without even telling me. so i decided to just sit home. hah...

k anws, wanna update bout yesterday nite. yesterday Fiq asked me to accompany him to meet winky n so i agreeed. at first he was pissed off cuz winky say tak jadii padahal fiq was oreadi siap to go out. n then after that tiba2 winky msged him say that shes otw oreadi n so fiq msg me n tell me to go get ready. i was taking my own sweet time. haha! n then it was oready 9pm n fiq was at fushan oready with them n im still home still taking my own sweet time. den arnd 9.30pm i went out, walked to fushan n from far there was people shouting my name oreadi, n i tot it was them. so wen i walked closer, it was the boys from dome. haha. missed them. i met najib,afiq,ayie n ati.. n then i decided to sit with them for a while. then fiq n frends decided to change place. so we sat under a void deck behind fushan. few minutes later i joined them. hees. n then few minuts later Hakim Bem n Darul Watanoo reached. so it was 3 gurls n 3 guys. Met Winnie n Winky. sweet gurls.. hees. we sat n talked bout so many things. n then with darul n his teka teki.haha. merepek! n then we decided to play cards . haha. we played 41, heart attack, donkey n taitee.. it was KECOH ok! ahaa!! n our frend syafiq is the Mr. DONKEY for the day. so the name is gonna melekat to him for a week? ker a month? haha! dunno la. after that we took pics.. i'll upload it. took pics with all n just realise i didnt took pic with darul. haha... nemind. next time. n then it was 6 plus oreadi in the morning, police came. hahahaha! but didnt screen us. they just asked us to lower down our voice sebab orang complain. hah... coffeetoon paitao tak trunn. kater nk trun, but tk trun. BAIK DIYANA! haha!

n then darul went off with his bike to fiq's blk n the rest walked with me to my blk first n then the went to sent fiq to his blk. OH YAH.me n fiq just stay 2 blks away. haha! n found out he knows my 2 brothers.. -____-" ok, i shall now end this post with pics...

till here. peace!

chalet

2009-03-13T17:43:00.002+08:00

its been a while i updated my blog with a proper entry. this time im gonna update it properly..

anws, changed my blog song n a recent photo of me. =).. im bored these days sitting at hum not werking.. but recently applied job at airport again. went with gurrlfrend n lilmissnana...=) *cross finger* hopefully i get the terminal that i want.. haha!

went to azlina's n azlinda's chalet they got from cisco.. my planned was to just go have some fun n then go back that night. but everything changed. haha. it turned out to be a so called 3 days 2 nites there.. went with gurrlfrend n met the old peeps of certis. missed them. maam faridah was there too... =) n then slowly the rest came. took many pictures but with my frend's fone. i dont know how to get the pics from her. maybe wen we see each other again. n so slept there the first nite but gurrlfrend went back cuz she hafta take care of tania at home n be back before her mum wakes up. n then she came back again the next day with tania. just hang arnd n watched dvds n did some bbq. then the 2nd nite, i planned to go back BUT something happened which i dont wish to say it here. n so gurlfrend hafta rush to ttsh n left me taking care of tania at the chalet. gurrlfrend say she'll come back to fetch us. so i watched tv n see tania sleep while waiting for gurrlfrend to come n fetch us.

n then it was 3 plus am n gurrlfrend reached the chalet, just lazing arnd for a while n then arnd 5 plus we went off.. gurrlfrend send me back home n den she went back...

today no plans in mind but just now syafiq asked me to teman him to lepak arnd our place .. hes shy to meet sumone.. wakakaka! (mcm paham je syafiq ni malu2) haha! so since i stay like 1 blk away from him, i shall acompany him later. now waiting for him to get back to me the time n all..

k. thats it for now. will try to update my blog always ok. haha!

till here.. PEACE! hugs!

2009-02-22T16:22:00.002+08:00

havent been updating my blog properly.. so much things happened but cant really put all in one..

just a few days ago went to jb with friends n lil bro, something bad happened, but dont wish to talk about it. but im glad that his fine..

went karaoke with the usual people again on friday. this time we didnt take pictures. by 10 plus we made our seperate ways. lastly we hang out till morning...

heard niz was warded in hospital. sorry havent got time to go see her. but i hope she gets well soon n hang out okeh?

got nothing much to update. have to go get ready now. gurrlfrend ask me along to jb with her n whole fam.

update again soon..

peace!

2009-02-14T16:53:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine Day To All Couples N To Singles... =)

i love euu

2009-01-31T14:36:00.002+08:00

i LoVe yOu.. He SaiD...
She SmiLes....but sHes siLent....
Its a Lie....Her heart Whispers....
But her eyes sParkLes with dEsire...
Her heArt beATz with yEarn....
He huGged her....She felt stiff....
Slowly her hands wrapped itself around his figure...
A tear dropped from her eyes...
Baby i love you...He whispered as he kissed her soft cheeks...
She closed her eyes...crying harder inside...
He began to caress her face...his lips finding for hers...
The kiss she felt..was cold...bitter...dead..
Baby i said i love you....Once again he said....

His handphone rang.....
He looked at her....She had her eyes shut...
Baby i gotta take this call..u hang on...N he walked away...
She opened her eyes just in tym to see.....The word 'Honey" on his screen.....
She inhale all the air she could breathe n said...
yes i knew u LOVE-d me.......
Tears dropped down her face...As she walks further away... Leaving him in his other world....
With his other 'love'...

i love you....
Its stale.

i feLt thIs waY toWards a GuY befoRe buT....*sigh*....
mY feELingS weRe StrOng FoR HyM buT iT DoeSnt LasT...
StiLL wAitIng foR the DaY u'LL b MinE...
FeeLings sTiLL StaYs ThE saMe CuZ iT juSt WonT go AwaY.... :(

sigh

2009-01-23T12:59:00.008+08:00

Those are the pictures i randomly picked from my album that we took on my off day.~ it was a karaoke nite with them~ had fun overall eventho there was some mood swings in me at the beginning~ but everything went well in the end~ hopefully to do more of it soon. =) hugs!

next, bowling guys/girls? hehes~ [ ehem, but i dunno how to play sia. how? ] haha!

2 more weeks for me to be at the airport...*sigh* now i feel like its going very fast n im not ready to leave~ shitz! YES, i was ready to leave at FiRST, but if u ask me to follow my HEART, its still there.~ why does this hafta happen when im about to leave~ *sigh*

this song have been goin thru repeating in my MIND, my HEAD, my HEART, my WINDOWS MUSIC PLAYER and my MP3...and everytime the song starts i think of euu and my heart drops.. i feel weak~ but after i took a long deep breath, i'll be ok~ it kips on repeating like that everytime i hear this song~

i dun wanna feel this way about euu. but i do~ IF ONLY i hadnt talk to euu, IF ONLY i hadnt got to know euu at first. this feelings wont grew~ oh yes, SHITZ HAPPENS! and im feeling this way all over again about a guy~ it hurts! yes, it does ALOT.~

i couldnt stop wasting my tears on euu whenever after i see euu n i criously shit cannot control my tears in the bus just now otw hum from airport~ i dont know whats wrong with me~ why am i having this feelings for euu eventho i know it wont happen~ :'(

anyways, thanks for EVERYTHING. im gonna miss euu for sure~ have a safe trip okay~ :) n hopefully u comes back b4 my last day or at least let me see u at werk b4 my last day... :)

ok, let me cool down~ HAIZ~

anws, werking tonite...hopefullly i could cheer myself up tonite at werk~ i need to get some sleep now. i dont wanna think of anything right now~ will update again some other time okay... :)

cheers! muahs!

feelings im having for euu...

2009-01-18T16:09:00.002+08:00

i think of euu each n every day,each n every minute and everytime i wakes up from sleep, the first person i think is euu.. haiz....

i dont wish for this feelings to come but it did.. i dont feel cheerful at werk like i always am. cuz whenever i think of euu, i feel down. i dont noe why maybe becuz i haf start to grow feelings for u which i actually dont wish to.. people at werk always ask why i dont have the mood at werk. i just smiled.. i dont noe why i cant be cheerful like last time at werk. haiz. fuck lah!

if i culd turn back time, i wish i hadnt noe euu... i wish i didnt talk to euu but it all happens oready... =(

people, dont ask me whos the guy n all, cuz i wont tell.. i just want it kept safe in me.. hopefully this feelings come n goes....

now, i feel MORE sad to leave airport....

still counting for my last day at werk.... *sigh*

='(

friends

2009-01-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

the song salju di danau rindu is stuck in my head n stuck playiing in my mp3. hahah...

okay. first up, im back to werk after 5 days of cuti. hah. cuti kat singapore gak. tak gi ane2... i feel like i just started werk. looking forward to go werk but nt looking forward when start to do my werk. haiyah.. was too too tired yesterday at werk. most of time sleeping, but time really past fast yesterday at werk...

the 5 days spent most well with wonderful frends.. had bbq pit wit birthday boy at pasir ris, to bugis with fm friends, hangout at admiralty parks till late and karaoke session... had pictures taken but lazy to upload. ill upload a lil bit soon okays.

its 740pm n i need to get ready for werk soon.. i really nid to find a new job soon. haiz. leceh sia. kadang2 semangat, kadang2 tak...

klah. i really got nothing much to update about urh. i have to go now to mandi n get ready semua.. update again some other time... chiows.

=) cheers!

bosan~

2009-01-08T18:57:00.002+08:00

a month left for me to spent my time at certis cisco~ *saded*
gud bye cisco~ gud bye airport~

starting from now.... *still counting*

its time to look for a new job~ recommendation anyone?

right now waiting for the time to go to the toilet n take a shower to get ready for werk~
thinking of changing my off day from sunday to saturday~ since theres something goin on, on the 10th~ tak tawu can or nots urh~ we'll see.~

theres nothing much to update urh actually~ cuz my life now is just goin to werk at nite n then come back in the morning, go online den sleep den nite continues again~ i'l be doing this for anotha month den guess i'll be doing something else~

eh bosan la, tak tawu ape nk update~ i guess thats it for now lar~ nk gi siap2~ update again some other time~ take cares!

*peace*

happy new year

2008-12-31T12:03:00.003+08:00

since its the last date n last day for 2008, i shall update my blog. wakakaka~

First of all. Goodbye 2008 n Welcome 2009~
its the 31st today n im werking~ urghh. nampaknye countdown at werk again urh...

at werk having sum gifts exchange n i havent got mine yet~ haiyah~ n also sum dinner at werk. heh..

MIGHT BE dropping by ECP to hang out wit the FM peeps den from there off to werk...
i haf nuthing much to update lar actually~

anws to all...

Wishing you the very best in

2009

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Loves :miz nadiya~

fm peeps hugs!

2008-12-28T09:09:00.006+08:00

my off day was the friday that just past..

stayed hum till arnd midnite n gurrlfwend fetch me unda my blk n proceed to admiralty park. the rest was already there~ sat n played sum games.~ n then we drink n got high but not drunk~ haha~ but there was one n two yang da senget~ haha~ n then chilled n talk n played cards till morning n then it was so sweet of khai to sent us back hum~ =)

next off day will be on 1st n 3rd jan~ 1st jan made plans of going town n watch moviee ramai2... told them about it n they were ok with it~ so cant wait~ but if last min, tak jadi, i might as well go with my frend one or two~ hees~ n then 3rd jan having my own plans too~ dont disturb okay? haha!

my life now is ok i guess~dont wanna think of guys animore.. sakit kan hati je~ can i just find girlfriends instead? haha!

below are pictures of my beloved friends~ friends whu are there to make me laugh n put my problems away~ i lurve each n every one of euu~ hugs!

Not all inside, there are few more of the peeps.. =]

pasttime

2008-12-26T09:52:00.002+08:00

im happy to annouce that todae is my off day.~ woohoo! been waiting for this day sia.~ haha.

ok. came back from werk arnd 8.15am just now n till now i cant sleep. today haf plans. two plans? aiyah.~ we'll see camne nant. i hope i can make 2 plans in one. hah.~

parents came back from KL yesterday.~ i didnt even noe they went KL sia.~ untill the 2nd day of their trip, i asked my sister where are they n then my sis told me they went msia~ hah~

ok,enuff of them.. let me see wat can i tok about..anws, today, the gurls plan for "lepaking" session plus some drinks.. haha~

have some plans of going for a short holiday with my lil sis to msia mayb or batam,not sure... she'll be going with her bf n me with ? not sure~ anyone wanna tag along? haha~

i so wanna watch twilight again! sape nk gi ngan aku? haha.

ey, bosan lar. really sia~ haiyah~ 31st im werking sia. countdown at werk again for the 2nd time? hais! but 1st n 3rd i off! haha! but then again 31st? HAIYAH! lols!

klah. had enuff of updating. lost of werds oreadi~

PEACE!

i miss FIRDAUS BUDIN sia. i miss his irritating-ness~

muviess~

2008-12-21T09:17:00.003+08:00

heyo people~

im still watching my spa q n im now at episod 47~ hah!

anws, havent been updating my blog~ malas lar katakan.. nothing to update anyways.

ok, lets talk about my off day last thurs~ after werk, slept for a while and then arnd 3 plus got ready to meet fanana n wahidah at woodlands mrt~ supposingly to meet them at 4pm, but mcm biasa lar 4pm to me is like 5pm. wakaka~ ok. so met them, then went to cwp, at first, went to get sum new tops for that nite.~ hehes.~ then went up to the movie section and see what time we can get to see.. we watched the 7pm show and while waiting, we went banquet to have our dinner first.~ anws, we watched "twilight" and i tell u people, i SO wanna watch it again.~ and IF only, i was one of the COLLINS family~ hehes.~ and EDWARD COLLINS in that movie is freaking HAWT okays~ overall romantic movie~ must go watch everyone~ hehs.~

anws, in the movie, fanana slept halfway (opps sorry fanana,terbilang!)~ haha~ but woke up after that.~ n then everything ends arnd 9pm. n i was actually supposed to meet the gurls at 9pm at wdls mrt.~ haha.~ n so i told them to change the time to 10pm. so i shop for last stuffs at cwp n then rush hum with wahidah n i quickly got ready.~ den met freekz n kopi at wdls mrt n then met lilmissnana at sembawang mrt.~ den proceed to many kinds of place which i dont wish to "sebut".. haha~ too keliru arh~

ok. after that it was back to werk.~ bORING! werk was ok urh these few days.~ only the supervisors i cannot tahan arh~ tap ape leh buat~

k. having sum meet ups later~ insyallah i tuwun. see camne.. tonite werk again~ urgh~

i miss biyol~ he never reply my msg yest nite~ hmmph~ but when i never msg hym, he say i sombong~ hmmph~

k, i guess thats all for now.~ will update again wen i haf the time n the rajiness to update kays.~

anws today a "so called friend" of mine, getting married~ heehs.~ Selamat Pengantin Baru! =)

camat ari raya haji all.. =)

2008-12-09T00:26:00.003+08:00

hello people. its been months i havent been updated.

lots of things happened...

first was fm gathering pit. it was FUN! =)

n then i met sumone that i know i would NEVER be with. but im glad hes my frend. =)* milo *winkz*

anws. todae is hari raya haji but im stuck at hum.. but at least im glad im nt werking tonite.. weeeee~ got ph off today.. n then tues i'll be back to werk for a nite den wednesday will be my reall off day.. huhu! any body wanna go out? hehe...

anws to tat sumone, my feelings are still the same for u. as long as i can still wait, im still here waiting patiently for euu to come back... i miss euu... =)

right now im bored.. so so bored... cant sleep cuz just now sleep already... cant wait for wed..

i miss kopitoon,laladolly,putrililin,freekz n fanana~ warghh! bile mau jumpe bebs? HUGS!

fanana.. cpt alek taus.. ;)

toodles.. =p

2008-11-28T17:31:00.002+08:00

first, u got me worried. n now this thing happens. why shuld i feel so guilty padahal i got nothing to do wit u. why shuld i feel this way padahal i and u haf no strings attached. hais.. fucked up lar!

milo, takmo marahkan nad okae.. n im not who n what u think i am.. hais.

anws, im back to blogging eventho i haf no mood to actually update.. anws about the pit, whoever is coming down, pls inform me. thanks...

warghhh shit lar, aku tkde mood sia nk type, tkde mood nk pikir pape pun... haiyah!

FUCK lar!

BYE!

bbq pit

2008-11-28T08:42:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION TO FM PEEPS:

PIT CONFIRMED.

ALL ARE INVITED TO MIZNADZ,COFFEETOON N BOIROMEO PIT.

DETAILS ARE AS FOLLOWING..

DATE: 2ND DECEMBER 2008
DAY: TUESDAY
TIME: 2PM
EVENT: 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT GATHERING.
VENUE: EAST COAST PARK.PIT 34.
CARPARK D4.
THINGS TO BRING ALONG: YOURSELF.STOMACH.

ANY QUERIES CAN MSG EITHER ME OR COFFEETOON.
HP NUM TO BE ASKED AT MSN!

n_a_d_z1986@hotmail.com - .:nadiya:.
cartoon_coffee@hotmail.com - CoffeeToon

SEE YA! =)

pictures

2008-11-27T18:06:00.003+08:00

one of the budak from this picture mati2 ask me to upload his picture n his fwend. so here is it. so takmo complain2 already k.. at least i ade update my blog okay? HAHAHA! =p

c u at Os 2! lol..

nid to get ready to mit the rest at civic... chiow!

psst: milo.. milo.. =) hugs!

KL

2008-11-12T15:54:00.004+08:00

sorry for not even bothered to update my blog these few days... i had the time but just dont haf the mood to update..

k, lets see what we've missed.

first up, KL trip wit this peeps was FUN afterall... n then it was back to werk.. boring~

next destination with them is BATAM but i had to pause it for a while since im banned from everything at werk so how am i supposed to get cuti to go batam sia? haha... i can only confirm when the date is coming... *sigh*

i've made some new friends recently n have been hanging out with them so much lately.. first was a small outing n then to a bigger gathering at ecp last 2 nites. it was fun being arnd them. never stop making jokes. haha =) dont haf pics of them yet but soon i will post it one day.. hah...

for now nothing much to update. like always hanging ard at hum while waiting for the time to get ready for werk. hah..

will update again soon i guess...

tc. =) hugs!

raya 08

2008-10-21T16:50:00.004+08:00

open house at hairiyah's place...more pics will be load soon...

Sunday, 19/10/08

for the mean time, i only haf pics wit these 2 bagidols with me.. will upload more soon.. =]

misses

2008-10-16T19:43:00.002+08:00

havent been updating a proper entry. =]

anws, its 7.40pm and i have till 8pm to go n get ready for werk.

i simply cant wait for end of this oct... will be spending time wit the precious people in KL. =]

raya for me this year is boring. clash with werking time almost everyday. n if i were to go out jalan raya also its just gonna be 1 or 2 houses n i have to be back hum for werk.. urghhh~!

anws, i MISS quite a number of people already...Havent seen them for quite some time...

I MISS U peoples...

*Nisak
*Nura n boyfie
*Shahrul n frends
*Hym (sigh)
*AVSOs in Budjet Terminal (not 2 forget the place too) =]
*DaD (coming hum this sat) huhu!
*Mariana
*Shidah
*Wahidah
*Syawal n gf
*Firdaus (Cursed)
*Iszuan
*Asya =]
*Nis (anesya)
*My old peeps from DOME (891) =]

I MISS every one of you.. See u guys n gurls arnd soon okays? HUGS!

okaylah. i gtg now.. have to go n get ready for werk... cheers!

p/s: my feelings are still the same for u, no change...

open hse...

2008-10-13T17:40:00.009+08:00

these was taken yesterday at taib's open house n gurrlfrend's open hse.. (but mostly are frm taib's place)... =]

im glad to have still wonderful friends around... =]

US four. <3

Abg Taib n Me
Abg Taib n Firdaus
Me n Firdaus

US three. <3

Me!! =]

Me n Daus again

US three plus saiful :)

Selamat Hari Rayer

2008-10-04T17:02:00.011+08:00

selamat hari raya too all...

2008-09-30T17:44:00.002+08:00

first up..

YAY YAY, besok raya! YAY YAY besok raya! hahaha...

Anws, We have come to the very end of the month already n it means that 2mrw is Hari Raya...
So first of all let me wish everyone here...

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin Kepada Semua Muslims out there...Nad ingin susun sepuluh jari mohon maaf jika nad pernah terkasar bahasa atau tersalah silap untuk semua yang mengenali diri nad yer.... :)

ok, n so today my plan was to drop by geylang to get shoes, but nampaknye ader sikit malas so we'll see how later la eh... but meeting huda later to go cwp to get some facial stuffs n maybe look around for shoes? heh... im halfway cleaning up my room this morning and i gave up halfway cuz was so tired after came back from werk. so i decided to do it later at nite... heh... :)

ok, besok raya n im werking sia malam.. PANTAT! aiyah... tu lurh taknk amek leave siang2.. haiz. takpe lar.. kerja pun kerja la... -___-"

klah, i guess thats it for now. waiting for huda to call or msg me so tat i culd get ready.. :)

take cares peeps...

tataz~

.:nadiya:.

no mood

2008-09-27T12:15:00.003+08:00

ok people.

i have not been updating my personal blog...

so right now i just feel like updatin it...

"yesterday he suddenly appeared... all i noe i was so upset n dissapointed at that point of time... but i just had to accept whats his decision is eventho it was so farking hard to accept it... he showed me care n love infront of everyone including in front of his gf... i felt loved eventho it hurts to actually be infront of his gf... and than after few hours, i woke up n realised, it was just a dream... :( i was so freaking sad when i woke up. a lot of things went in me... i miss him farking much... when to think of it, i was about to break into tears, but i stood strong not to think about it much cuz i was halfway thru forgetting him oreadi n i dont wish to bring all memories back... *SIGH* it was hard ok! "

anws, today is my off day... gurrlfrend ask me out today with baby n lala.. going shopping for baby's stuffs... since i have nothing today, i might as well follow... :)

thats it for now.. nothing much to update la.. no mood to think of anything also..

cheers!

move on?

2008-09-20T10:39:00.002+08:00

i told myself once that i had to move on without hym. i tried n tried n i cant... my feelings for hym was too deep. eventho it was a short of time 2gether, there was still sweet memories we had, too sweet...

BUT,

i decided to call it of n be friends instead.. we agreed and now after weeks later something happened, n I MYSELF decided to tell hym that i shuld forget about hym n for us to stop contacting each other... he replied saying no, he doesnt want too but im sorry i had too... i cant be always to be blame when everything goes wrong between u n her eventho i noe i did nuthing wrong... im disappointed..

N NOW...

someone else tried to express his feelings to me.... he tried so many ways to express it... he said we can take it slowly... BUT my feelings isnt there for him... *sigh* but he's trying his very hard to prove it to me n all... i'll be seeing him later... :) n i hope everything goes well...

okaelah. there's nothing much to say for now... i'll be werking tonite and im so worried on what to say to my supervisor bout thurs.. *sigh*

thats all for now...

tataz~

simple entry

2008-09-17T17:46:00.003+08:00

i decided to update my blog eventho actually im not in the mood to update anything yet. its because i dont wanna make my blog look dead for a seconds... heh...

anyways, the blog shared between my lil sis n my 2 royalties frends are officially opened...go under my links and click on "my Royalties <3" okays... n dun forget to tag.... (:

ok, for the very first time after which for so long i actually woke up from sleep b4 7pm.. haha.. if not i always terlajak till like 7 plus or 8 plus n then, im gonna be like orang giler rushing for werk... (:

anws, nura's birthday is coming up really soon...hopefully 26th is gonna a "sure must happen" date for us okays? hugs. <3

i guess thats it for now. nothing much to update...

till then,
tataz~

psst: gurrlfwend, continue prac pe beb?

birthday

2008-09-14T12:03:00.012+08:00

i have nothing much to say. let the pictures do its talking...

12th september 2008 at 0001am...
surprise birthday cake at werk...

13th September 2008

Went Out with gurrlfrend, lala,chombie and another good friend of mine... we didnt take any pics actually cuz nana bwk camera tapi dlm takder memory card.. -___-" haha.. but i had fun afta all... (: these are the gifts i got from each n everyone of them.....

at first went newton to eat n then to changi beach to hangout... (: i lurve every minute n seconds spent by them.. thanks for the day gurls.... i love each n n every one of you... HUGS!

okay... enuff of birthday... im werking today. had to be at werk by 6.30pm.. doing 4 hours of ot before my normal shift starts.... gotta now.. wanna haf some rest.. tataz~

nura, i still hearts u girl. dont worry.. no hard feelings... :) see u arnd soon okays?

happy birthday to me.

2008-09-13T14:10:00.002+08:00

happie birthday to me.
happie birthday to me.
happie birthday to ms nadia...
happie birthday to me...

Weeeeeeeeee~!

todays the day i turned sweet 22.. hees.... (:

will be hanging out with my darlingss today...
hope its gonna be a nite i wont forget.

updates of pictures and all at the next entry okays... (:

tataz~ muachs!

imissu

2008-09-12T06:46:00.005+08:00

its 6.50am n i still cant sleep from yesterday nite.

"his name is carved on my heart, i cant stop thinking of hym.

i wonder, how am i going to move on without him being part of me..."

:'(

I MISS YOU...

the pics.

2008-09-11T16:49:00.012+08:00

these are the pictures we did yesterday nite.. (:

a day at geylang

2008-09-11T11:02:00.003+08:00

yesterday i took leave last minute. (:
thanks to azlinda for wanting to cover me.

anws. yesterday first up, nana came over my place. hees.. she played truant. huhu. shes was suppose to be having her course n she didnt go. speaking of truant, i remembered my secondary school days...

n then it was already 2pm, i got ready to go to nana's place to bring baby out too...so while waiting for nana's dad to come back, we hang around at her place n then arnd 5 plus her dad's came back so that is when we could take baby's stroller in the car.... after that we proceed to causway point at first since i wanna get daus's late birthday present which i still owe him.. heh... after walking n walking, i decide to settle in a shop which i think its a perfect gift just for him. *winks*

after that we made our way to woodlands mrt to meet daus n taib at the paya lebar mrt...daus reminded me not to be late. we set a time at 7.45pm...but in the end it turn out to be him being late. hah.. we proceed to walk around geylang...there wasnt a lot of people actually but still there are people uh.. hah... so after half way walking, we decided to eat at the kedai kopi arnd there... we took some pics.. i'll update it soon k after nana send it to me...me n nana got ourself nasi goreng daging merah while the guys got them self nasi pattaya but only that daus is mee pattaya not nasi... n then they decided to order the murtabak special there too but in the end tak abes jugak. haha... the murtabak doesnt look special to me at all. it looks just like the normal murtabak daging.. -__-"

n so we got ourself full already, we decided to walk around again.. nana n daus bought some food to bring hum... n then it was already 10 plus n we got tired already even the baby has already make a lot of noise, we decided to go back... so we proceed to the mrt station n board the train... taib alighted at outram while me,nana n daus alighted at jurong east... i got so damn tired in the train untill i really cannot open my eyes animore... cuz i havent got any sleep since that morning after i reach hum from werk... n daus disturbs me the whole journey in the train.. irritating sia... n then when we reached jurong, we changed train and daus alighted at bukit batok to make his way hum while me n nana continued our journey to woodlands...i slept in the train like nobody's busniess. haha.. too tired already.. baby made lot of noise... aiyoh...

once reached woodlands, we took a cab. i dropped diyana n baby down first n then i made my way hum.... n that is when i feel hum sweet hum... hee... i had fun with them yesterday night... (:
hope to do it more... see u guys at werk 2mrw okays...

n daus, i hope u like the gift i had for u okays? :)

today is my off day. hee.. no plans yet... but hopefully someone wuld ask me out...

i guess dats it for now. i'll update the pics at my next entry okays... (: take care people...

cheers!

psst: 13th september is coming really really soon.. huhu.. cant wait.. *winkz*

bosan

2008-09-08T19:52:00.003+08:00

i decided to change my blog addy due to some reasons...n just becus i change my blog doesnt mean i have to change my blog skin too right farz? -___-"

anws, its surprise to actually know that there are people who actually reads my blog. cool kan? haha... didnt aspect it.. its just a sudden "she" came to me n asked me, "nad,kau dah tukar blog eh?" haha..

n to another S karat guy who never fails to read my blog too.. opps! haha.. u know whu u are... (:

terima kasih yer untuk sudi baca entry2 sayer yang kadang2 merepek n kadang2 terlalu emosi.. hehes!

k and so, right now waiting for the time to get ready for werk.. 2 more days left till i get my off day again. i so wanted to change my off day to sat since sat is my birthday bud the people off-ing that day cant change with me. sob2. so i guess, i might change my shift to afternoon that day n claim 4 hours.. :) thats the last choice that i can think of...

i so nid to move on...i cant carry on like this animore. each n everyday kept thinking about it. haiz..

psst: chombie, abg pacai available tak? hehehe... :p

karaoke-ing

2008-09-07T14:00:00.000+08:00

7th September 2008, Sunday

its 730am n im still not asleep since i came back from yesterday's outing which is at 0400am... i cant sleep... padahal i was so sleepy when i was in nana's car otw hum... my mind n heart is just not in peace n im not sure why... *sigh*

anyways, yesterday nite had a fun nite out with them again.. like i say they never fail to make me smile or laugh... (: me,nura n nana met n then we proceed to apollo centre to meet the rest.. the rest was there oreadi. we had so much fun n laughter eventho they starts disturbing me again with hym and all... i tried not to think much eventho at that point of time i miss hym terribly much... but i noe i shuldnt have.. haiz...

we finish everything up around 3am n proceed hum.. nana sent didi first n then nura n lastly me. thanks so much gurrlfwend.. hugs.

n nura, eventho things is different now, u're still my friend that i've always treasured... (: thanks for being there again for me. at least i know i have another angel by my side.. love.

kla. i think thats for now. another outing soon again ok gurls? hugs!